God in my

God in my hoping
There in my dreaming
God in my watching
God in my waiting

God in my laughing
There in my weeping
God in my hurting
God in my healing

- Be My Everything, Tim Hughes

I was told last week that I had unquestioning faith. I don't think that is true. I question all the time. But like this song, God is in my questions. He is in everything I do. These two stanzas of this song have been the past semester for me. Watching, waiting, hoping, weeping, hurting, healing. I don't think I have ever felt closer to God than in this last fall. I have such a sense of calling inside me that cannot be fulfilled anywhere except theatre. And where there is theatre, there is God. I am not sure of most things but I know, I know He is in theatre and that is where I continue to find Him.

Merry Christmas